Astronaut Reveals Depression In the Wake of ‘Tsunami of Online Abuse After Historic Trip
A pioneering space traveler has publicly detailed her struggle with mental health after enduring a massive wave of online abuse in the aftermath of a historic all-female space mission.
Amanda Nguyen – known as a scientist and civil rights advocate – was part of the brief journey to space in the spring, which also included high-profile passengers.
The much-publicized journey was widely scrutinized by some, who cited its expense and carbon footprint.
Reflecting on the situation, Ms. Nguyen, who became the pioneer for her community, stated the vicious response buried her dreams under an “avalanche of misogyny”.
“I told her my depression might last for years,” Ms. Nguyen stated in a social media post, recalling a supportive conversation from a mission companion in the days following the flight.
She described the press attention and digital reaction as an barrage beyond typical human coping.
“For a full week, I was bedridden and couldn't leave my Texas location,” she revealed. “Even a month on, a phone call ended with me hanging up, weeping uncontrollably.”
Overshadowed by Sexism
The researcher, who has conducted studies in women's health research and conducted tests during the mission, said every professional achievement – from her lab work and years of training to the symbolic importance of her heritage – was overshadowed under the avalanche of misogyny.
She is widely recognized for her groundbreaking advocacy fighting for justice for victims of sexual violence.
Her own aspiration for spaceflight was paused after an attack during her university years, leading to a years-long quest for justice.
Finding Solid Ground
Now, eight months after reaching space, she has stated the “fog of grief has started to lift”, and she acknowledged the supporters whose kindness helped save her. “You were my salvation,” she said.
She concluded that despite the negativity, significant positive outcomes had resulted from the mission, including spotlight on her women's health research and new advocacy opportunities.
About the Mission
The fully automated spacecraft lifted off from Texas in April, carrying the six-woman crew on a 11-minute journey that crossed the internationally recognized boundary of outer space.
The diverse crew also featured accomplished professionals from multiple disciplines.
The venture behind the flight is a private space firm founded by a Amazon founder.
